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"Follow Your Heart. Even Though It's On The Left. It's Always Right."


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Do you suffer from occasional or frequent insomnia? Do you have any special tricks or remedies? How does it impact your life?

- Tsk, Tsk, Tsk, Insomnia. Uugghh, My Life Revolve's Around You. I Have Frequent Insomnia. At Time's, I'll Be Emotionally Disturbed And Start Crying Or Even Feel Sick And Vomit. Truthfully, My Only Trick Is To Listen To Quiet Music. Even If It Tend's To Bore Me, I'll Listen To It. It's One Of The Qualities That I Wish I Could Erase.

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If you could eliminate one emotion (anxiety, sadness, jealousy, regret, etc.), would you do it? Why or why not? If so, which one would you choose?

- Hm, Honestly If I Could, I'd Eliminate All Of Them Exept For Happiness But We Can't Do That Now, Can We? HeeHeeHee. Well, Let's See, I Would Have To Say Anxiety. I Mean, I've Delt And Coped With Sadness; I've Learned To Regret None Of My Choice's; I've Never Gotten Jealous Nor Felt That Emotion At All So Yup. I'd Say Anxiety, For Sure. It Just Take's Alot Out Of Me And I Hate The Tension I Get From It.

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Are there any movies you watch when you're feeling anxious or depressed? If so, what are they, and what about them calms you down and/or lifts your spirits?

- Of Course! I Consider MySelf To Be One Of The Few People That Use Movies And Music To Continually Express Their Feeling's. I'll Usually Tend To Watch Movies Like "UnderWorld" Or "Van Helsing" Because SomeHow They Suck Me Into Their Fantasies Which Make's Me Feel So Alive. Expecially Due To The Fact That I Was Named After Vlad Dracula's Wife. HaHaHa, Which Is A Major Bonus For Me. So, Yup, I Would Have To Say The Fantasies Seem To Lift My Spirit's.
 

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- Right, So I'm Basically In School Right Now. Major Boredom. I Honestly Don't Know How I'm Not Yanking My Hair Out By Now. People, No Not Just People But Even Object's Are Getting On My Nerve's. Ah! SomeOne Get Me Out Of Here. Well, Good New's Is That I'll Be Painting A Close Friend's Room Today. Can't Wait To Get Messy! I Need Some More Color In My WareDrobe.

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- Today Is March 4th And By Far The Most Depressing Day I Have Ever Had, In The Last Few Week's Of Course. Quite Honestly, I Don't Know Why. All I Did Today, Was Drown MySelf Out In Sad Love Song's. Which I Really DisLike Doing To MySelf. I Feel Like I Should Take A Pillow And Just Scream Into It For 45 Minute's. Or Line Up All The China And Start Throwing It Off My Roof. Fun! ..Mm.. But I Guess I Just Feel UnLoved. Yes, UnLoved Is The Word. I Really Want To Cry. No, Scratch That. I Really Need To Cry. Have You Ever Had That Feeling That SomeThing's Stuck In Your Throat But No Sound Ever Come's Out? Yup, Experiencing That Right Now. I'm InSide Of My Bed Trying So Hard To Keep My Eye's From Closing. The Sad Part Is That I've Had 4 Cup's Of Coffee Until Now. Each With 6 Sugar's Because I Like My Thing's Sweet. HaHaHa. NeverMind, Back To The Sadness Now. SomeHow I Know This Will Be All Over Soon. The Sadness, The Depression, The Weakness I Have But No One Said It Would Be Easy. And It Isn't. All I Am Able To Do Is Hang On. ...But For How Long Before My Finger's Slip And I Lose My Grip?...

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- Today Was Un-Real. So, I Wake Up At 5 P.M. EveryMorning To Make It On Time For First Period Gym. As I'm Being Driven To School Because My Mother Believe's That The World Is Out To Get Me, I Stare OutSide The Window. The Weather Was Depressing. Yet I Would Have Done AnyThing Just To Feel That Rain On My Face. Sharp And Wet. I Make It To School On Time And Change In The Locker Room. Gym Goes By Quickly As Usual And I Head To Peer Neg. We Talk About Conflict's And How Many Kind's Of Them Are. Gosh, I Just Figured Out That I Avoid EveryThing. Great. Now, I'm A PushOver. The Rest Of The Day Goes By Easily As English, Math, Etc, Pass Before My Eye's. Now, I'm In 7th Period Science. I Have A HeadAche. Not In The Mood To Hear People's "Blah, Blah, Blah."  I Take My Seat And Wait For My Teacher. She Come's In And Already We Have Like 5 WorkSheet's To Work On. Great. The Other Side Of The Class Is So Loud. Why? Because 4 Stupid Guy's Sit There And Make Perverted Comment's. The Teacher Call's On Me. I Hand Back HomeWork. One Of The Guy's Make's A Comment On How He Would "Tap That" About Me. Stupid Little Boy. I Know This Idiot's GirlFriend. So, I Turn Around And Say "I Guess Your GirlFriend Like's To Tap Other Guy's As Well. I'll Ask Her About It, Later." Ha! He Freezes. In My Head, I'm Dieing Of Laughter As I Watch Him Get Red In The Face. Oh, Well. I Told You To Kindly Shut Up. The Bell Ring's. 8th Period History. Yes, He's Not Here! It's iPod Time. I Put My EarPhone's On And I Put My Head Down. Now There's A Party In My Head As I'm Listening To "Cobra StarShip". I'm Groovin. Counting Down With Micheal Till The Last 5 Second's. Another Bell Ring's. Freedom! I Finally Open The Door's To The Annex. Ah, A Breath Of Fresh Air. I've Escaped.


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